Sundays always depress me. As a kid it was the thought of having to wake up to go to church....i have since defied God and my mother and refuse to go....that lifted some of the Sunday anxiety ..but now its the thought of Sunday being the day before Monday and having to start the week all over again....its a vicious cycle id like to one day break.
Woke up today at 1:40 which is unusal for me, however i was forced to take one of my crazy mucle relaxants pills last night after a long and uneventful night of serving drinks to semi-retards...so this morning..well afternoon i treated my self with a manicure and back massage. While getting pretty there was a very handsom gentle men getting a mani and pedi done at the same time...OK HE WAS HOT...and you would think that a man getting his nails did would put me off?...HELL NO! He kept loooking over at me...but it could have been that i was wearing no makeup...or that i didnt brush my hair that morning...or was drooling from the wicked massage i just got.
Anyhoo i'm stalling...have a project to do and i really dont want to:(
Sunday, November 28, 2010
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
I did it!
Im so proud of my self that I figured this whole blog thing out, don't laugh I'm no computer genius and i get easily discouraged when my computer won't co-operate.
Woke up today for the first time in 3 weeks with no back pain!!! This is big news as I was suffering from Romainian Gymnast back sysndrome for quite some time. Not sure what caused it..but a combo of crazy muscle relaxants (so great btw) and a good old hearty cry last night did it.
side bar...(Random Crys)
All women will contest to having a random cry either everyday, weekly or monthly....in my case I hold it in for as much as possible as i was taught that crying is a sign of weakness (Im Polish we are strong like bull and are raised to have no emotions) which is cool for a while however it leads to occassional emotional explosions...mine get ugly. So i'm adopting the "Random Cry" mentality so I avoid the explosions.
.....24 hours later
sorry got distracted and didn't finish yesterdays blog. I have ADD for sure as well as OCD..im quite the catch:)
Tryed the Random cry again last night...it was a tiny one...i think its the pain killers that are making me emo.
I don't feel like working .... Today is one of those days I wish i was a kept women, pipe dream..would never work im too independant, smart, outspoken and too tall for a short nepolianic complex millionaire with loads of insecurites:(
back to work i go....
Woke up today for the first time in 3 weeks with no back pain!!! This is big news as I was suffering from Romainian Gymnast back sysndrome for quite some time. Not sure what caused it..but a combo of crazy muscle relaxants (so great btw) and a good old hearty cry last night did it.
side bar...(Random Crys)
All women will contest to having a random cry either everyday, weekly or monthly....in my case I hold it in for as much as possible as i was taught that crying is a sign of weakness (Im Polish we are strong like bull and are raised to have no emotions) which is cool for a while however it leads to occassional emotional explosions...mine get ugly. So i'm adopting the "Random Cry" mentality so I avoid the explosions.
.....24 hours later
sorry got distracted and didn't finish yesterdays blog. I have ADD for sure as well as OCD..im quite the catch:)
Tryed the Random cry again last night...it was a tiny one...i think its the pain killers that are making me emo.
I don't feel like working .... Today is one of those days I wish i was a kept women, pipe dream..would never work im too independant, smart, outspoken and too tall for a short nepolianic complex millionaire with loads of insecurites:(
back to work i go....
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